what's wrong with staying home?
As i wash my hands at the sink in my kitchen today, i looked out of the window (like i normally do on any other day). what struck me was, the quietness and (almost) tranquility, except for the birds. and i do believe this is usually the case most of the time, if there are no block parties, or pasar malam or wakes going on at the void decks. but why is it that i feel so surprised? and, well for the lack of a better word, "blurred" ??then i realise, that maybe it's because at this time of the day, i'm already out of the house, in some shopping mall or cinema or at work...etc etc...that i've been staying out everyday for the past 2-3 weeks!
well not that i do it on purpose. but i do believe that i'm the last to notice this. now let me recall, i do believe my mum saying this
"it's been a long time since you eat home cooked food hor??"
for one, i enjoy company and absolutely lurve going out with frens even if we have nothing to do in mind (in short, bumping around). i do enjoy being alone ever so once in a while...but, i'd rather not.
and i feel that being with friends helps the bonding, until today, i won't say i know someone inside out and outside in...it's jus not possible...so if u are going to tell me you know me vey well...phooey... (^_^)
oh and i'm learning something new everyday! cos small as spore maybe, there are many areas i've not been to and many things i've not done...Sua ku...yes yes i agree...but i insist on saying
"better late than never what!!!"
at times, this ignorance of mine can be pretty unnerving to the more street wise people...
in liangming's words
"aiya, you are just a xiao-mei-mei to us lar..."
ok lor...i dun mind being pampered now and then. come to think of it, it's a pretty good cover up!
i'm learning to know myself better. am i really a big flirt like what ru says? which i (of course) refuse to agree in the past...
come to think of it, it's rather hard for me to really settle for one guy. ok so far i've really been true to one guy, but that's passe.
maybe i am a flirt afterall? as much as i might not agree...still...ah what the hell...
posted by pearlewurly @ 6/26/2005 03:12:00 pm
